I can feel it. Change. Its a bigger change than I have felt before, and for the most part I am doing it alone. I am nervous, I keep making up these images of unhappiness and loneliness in my head and its scary thinking of the future that is laid out in-front of me. But then I remember how brave I am, how I have come so far, through so many obstacles, and then I remember what got me through it all. I just had to believe, believe in tomorrow, believe in today, believe in myself and the people around me, believe that no matter what as long as my feet are on the ground and I'm still breathing, life will find a way for me. Life will create its own path and bring me to tomorrow, though the sorrows of today are not yet over, they soon will be, and with it comes change.
Change is scary, no matter who you are, young-old, it doesn't matter, when we are faced with change we often turn back to something familiar. But thats not exciting, thats dull and thats not life.
In a little over a week, I will be moving from the only home I've ever known, I'll be moving from all the people I've ever known and it terrifies me. But at the same time it intrigues me to find out what will happen next. What will happen next?? On my journey along the path of my life, I'll share the changes I will go through so that maybe someone reading won't be so nervous of change, and maybe they will find it in themselves to just let go and believe.
your's truly,
heather
